I still have alot of problems physically. Plus my dear little cat - Topcat died. He was a
friend and companion as well as a pet for many years Please pray for us.
I have truly felt like I have gone through hell and back out in the months since my accident
In my darkest hours I read the book of Job the Lord never forsook him and he never forsook me.The Lord has been with me. I feel like I have gone through the depths of despair to the fullness of peace in faith in Christ as I over came my pain and anguish with the help of the Lord Jesus Christ.
I have gone from being completely dehablitated to be able to use a wheelchair, walker and canes... next the miracle On Sunday Jan. 11, 2004 I was able to take a few steps without my cane, I surely praised God for this. I am unable to walk very far or very well but if God continues to shed his grace upon me, I will continue to improve in the coming days and weeks. When I was in the wound care center at the hospital Monday Jan. 12, waiting for my ride I looked in my small new Testament where I am studying the book of Acts and there I saw in Acts Chapter Three something about a lame man who could not walk -
"Then Peter said, 'siver and gold have I none; but such as I have I give thee: in the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth rise up and walk,'.and he took he by the right hand,and lifted him up; and immediately his feet and ankle bones received strenght. And he leaping up stood, and walked, and entered with them into the temple, walking and leaping and praising God."
Maybe it was just a coincidents that I happen to read that passage at that time. However he Lord God truly does work in mysterious ways. Blessed be the name of the Lord.
I have always believed in some kind of "supreme being." I was even been baptized as an adult to affirm my faith in Jesus but it took almost dying then returning to the world of the living to truly appreciate. The Love that the Lord has for me.
Throughout my life God has blessed me. The Lord God saved me from being a drunkard. I once was had a job with a high rate of pay after I lost it I was worried but I went to a job with a low rate of pay helping people that I loved. I once was arrested, then years down the road I had that job helping people. Life is truly strange and wonderful. The old saying is true that the Lord works in mysterious ways. Blessed be the name of the Lord. I still have many problems. I still have many physical problems. I still have epilepsy. I would be only natural if I had many dark days ahead of me. We all have our good days and our bad days. but I feel no worry for the future now.
Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough troubles of its own. Matthew 6:34
I am not well educated man. I make no claims to be wise, nor perfect nor a "good" Christian. However I am a Christian I don't know if any thing in this website helps I sure hope it does, all I can suggest to someone is to read the Bible and pray and never ever give up hope. Good luck God Bless.

